Am I getting lazy?
Today I just had no motivation to do anything. Every time I got up to do something I got nauseous. It got me to thinking about what I am doing to myself. Am I overworking myself? Am I getting lazy? What is going on with me? Or maybe it was the chicken wings I had for lunch not agreeing with my stomach lol.
When do we really know when we are over working ourselves? I think that sometimes i push myself so much that i don’t notice when I’m pushing myself too far. I need break I think. I need some time to figure out what’s going on. But do i have time to figure it out. I’m so confused. I just don’t want to feel nauseous anymore.
I do know one thing. 25 is starting to settle in and I don’t know if I like or not. I am having mixed feeling about 25. Everyone around me keep making remarks based on the fact that I am not 25. It is driving me absolutely crazy. I already had my panic attack about this and it’s over with; they better not send me into another one. What is it about 25? Really, What is the big deal? It’s just another year; Right? I don’t like it. I don’t like it. I don’t like it. Okay, bye.
Question of the Day: If today’s be the end of the world, what would you do?
I would make sure that I told everyone that mattered that I loved them. My love ones are what’s most important to me. Sometimes I don’t always get to tell them so I would make sure that before the world ends that they know how much I love them and how much they mean to me.
